This week pass rather fast? I guess it just my imagination since I don't know what to do... no motivation as well as feel depress (Sleeping in the evening again and thus, could not sleep properly at night again!)...I had endure quite some time and now I rather want to express my unhappy moment. Well, I had been goody goody and even try to control my anger and yet, everyone just take it rather easily. This problem is everyone problem you know. It is not just not my problem. I know adults need to work and thus, no time for it. And yet, they just simply saying that that was my responsibilities. OI~ since when this is ONLY my responsibilities? .... I already bare it quite long and yet, just called and said not my problem or even said don't express your anger to her!? HOI~ who is the ONE who do that in the FIRST place and bring miserable to my side here... Everyone in the family BARE this responsibilities. PLEASE don't just come and said is my FAULT... Which is why sometime I would wanna hit my head into the wall. I know dementia patient is quite troublesome to deal with in the first place. My emotion now had reach the limit where I could easily fight back and thus, troubles comes again in this situation. Sometime I would rather lock myself in my room without need to worrying others stuff but then I still worry her of course. Instead of staying in my room, I stay in the living room. Brought her to see doctor today. All result shown negative where the cause had yet to be found. Most properly is due to depression after cataract operation. HA send her to GH. So, need to make an appointment for it. SigH~ everything which I thought comes to an end had been gradually comes to another problem... And of course this week I did no do any revision and had been up-sad due to this too. I rather annoyed at myself since I could not do anything (Mixture of emotion dunno what to do, mindless, behave oddly, feel like my SPIRIT gone.... going to have nightmare soon if it continue to be like this).

OM will be shutting down this week. Is rather sad since I had been reading some manga from there for quite sometime. I really wanna hit my head into the wall since the translator in here is rather slow compare to Chinese version. I could only read some simple Chinese word and yet now, I guess I need to learn so that I can read more words. One after another. I really want to curse my life. KHR is getting interesting. As Tsuna and co. return from future. Tsuna had decided to inherent the title of being Vongola Tenth. His family had being crush by only Enma... It seems that Shimon's family overpower Vongola due to the upgrade rings. The rings had been aided with SIN. I just wonder what is SIN!? Shimon Primo blood? Interestingly an old man appear whose his name is Tolbot!? Even the ninth call him Grandfather Tolbot... rumors mentioned that he had been working during Primo times... It makes me wonder, "Tolbot-san, how old are you?" =.=||... He brought a lot of bottle (containing bloods!?) within his cloak. And he even brought out Primo's blood which known as PENALTY to upgrade the rings.... It makes me wonder... why it seems to be quite fishy... Shimon who carry SIN while Vongola who carry PENALTY... cant wait for the next chapter though... I also wonder that, is there any trial to Vongola tenth for the upgrade rings!? since Primo had taken out the shackle on the rings when Tsuna strongly want to protect Uni. And the rings easily got broken by shimon...

On the 21st July, a new album of katekyo hitman reborn character song had been released. It is known as Katekyo hitman reborn Red Famiglia. While on the 18th August the second album known as Katekyo Hitman Reborn Blue Rivale will released. Brasil, Dino, Hibari, Gokudera, Yamato, Tsuna, Chrome, I-pin, Lamb, Reborn, Ryohei, haru and Kyoko will be singing for red album. On the other hand, Mukuro, xanxus, Squalo, Belphegor, Fran, Byakuran, Irie, Spanner, and kikyo will be in the blue album. One of my favorite in Red album is Right Now (sung by Tsuna & Brasil) and Tadda Latta (Sung by Haru, Kyoko, I-pin, Lambo & Chrome).

Right Now by Yukari Kakubun & Yuka Terasaki (Tsuna & Brasil)



Tatta Latta by Yuuna Inamura, Hitomi Yoshida, Satomi Akesaka, Li-Mei Chiang & Junko Takeuchi (Haru, Kyoko, Chrome, I-pin & Lambo)



SigH~ Just because I always concern on people feeling and yet this had brings troubles to myself. Why do I care so much? since it might not be appreciate by anyone. Sometime people are just selfish regarding to the situation they face. I admit that in some situation, I am selfish. But then this selfishness will not bring problems to people who cares about me. The only one who cares about me is who!? I had been wondering. I would rather shut down everything and stay alone and be myself. Guess this is for today. Baibai~

This week pass rather fast? I guess it just my imagination since I don't know what to do... no motivation as well as feel depress (Sleeping in the evening again and thus, could not sleep properly at night again!)...I had endure quite some time and now I rather want to express my unhappy moment. Well, I had been goody goody and even try to control my anger and yet, everyone just take it rather easily. This problem is everyone problem you know. It is not just not my problem. I know adults need to work and thus, no time for it. And yet, they just simply saying that that was my responsibilities. OI~ since when this is ONLY my responsibilities? .... I already bare it quite long and yet, just called and said not my problem or even said don't express your anger to her!? HOI~ who is the ONE who do that in the FIRST place and bring miserable to my side here... Everyone in the family BARE this responsibilities. PLEASE don't just come and said is my FAULT... Which is why sometime I would wanna hit my head into the wall. I know dementia patient is quite troublesome to deal with in the first place. My emotion now had reach the limit where I could easily fight back and thus, troubles comes again in this situation. Sometime I would rather lock myself in my room without need to worrying others stuff but then I still worry her of course. Instead of staying in my room, I stay in the living room. Brought her to see doctor today. All result shown negative where the cause had yet to be found. Most properly is due to depression after cataract operation. HA send her to GH. So, need to make an appointment for it. SigH~ everything which I thought comes to an end had been gradually comes to another problem... And of course this week I did no do any revision and had been up-sad due to this too. I rather annoyed at myself since I could not do anything (Mixture of emotion dunno what to do, mindless, behave oddly, feel like my SPIRIT gone.... going to have nightmare soon if it continue to be like this).

OM will be shutting down this week. Is rather sad since I had been reading some manga from there for quite sometime. I really wanna hit my head into the wall since the translator in here is rather slow compare to Chinese version. I could only read some simple Chinese word and yet now, I guess I need to learn so that I can read more words. One after another. I really want to curse my life. KHR is getting interesting. As Tsuna and co. return from future. Tsuna had decided to inherent the title of being Vongola Tenth. His family had being crush by only Enma... It seems that Shimon's family overpower Vongola due to the upgrade rings. The rings had been aided with SIN. I just wonder what is SIN!? Shimon Primo blood? Interestingly an old man appear whose his name is Tolbot!? Even the ninth call him Grandfather Tolbot... rumors mentioned that he had been working during Primo times... It makes me wonder, "Tolbot-san, how old are you?" =.=||... He brought a lot of bottle (containing bloods!?) within his cloak. And he even brought out Primo's blood which known as PENALTY to upgrade the rings.... It makes me wonder... why it seems to be quite fishy... Shimon who carry SIN while Vongola who carry PENALTY... cant wait for the next chapter though... I also wonder that, is there any trial to Vongola tenth for the upgrade rings!? since Primo had taken out the shackle on the rings when Tsuna strongly want to protect Uni. And the rings easily got broken by shimon...

On the 21st July, a new album of katekyo hitman reborn character song had been released. It is known as Katekyo hitman reborn Red Famiglia. While on the 18th August the second album known as Katekyo Hitman Reborn Blue Rivale will released. Brasil, Dino, Hibari, Gokudera, Yamato, Tsuna, Chrome, I-pin, Lamb, Reborn, Ryohei, haru and Kyoko will be singing for red album. On the other hand, Mukuro, xanxus, Squalo, Belphegor, Fran, Byakuran, Irie, Spanner, and kikyo will be in the blue album. One of my favorite in Red album is Right Now (sung by Tsuna & Brasil) and Tadda Latta (Sung by Haru, Kyoko, I-pin, Lambo & Chrome).

Right Now by Yukari Kakubun & Yuka Terasaki (Tsuna & Brasil)



Tatta Latta by Yuuna Inamura, Hitomi Yoshida, Satomi Akesaka, Li-Mei Chiang & Junko Takeuchi (Haru, Kyoko, Chrome, I-pin & Lambo)



SigH~ Just because I always concern on people feeling and yet this had brings troubles to myself. Why do I care so much? since it might not be appreciate by anyone. Sometime people are just selfish regarding to the situation they face. I admit that in some situation, I am selfish. But then this selfishness will not bring problems to people who cares about me. The only one who cares about me is who!? I had been wondering. I would rather shut down everything and stay alone and be myself. Guess this is for today. Baibai~