♥ Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ 6/16/2010 04:06:00 AM
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SigH~ sometime i would rather wish for better quality of holidays... Guess this is what everyone who called student will wish so.... Really, I don't get it... even with the holidays given... I am not satisfy... why? Holidays where I needs to do coursework ... =.=|| is there a better quality of holiday? Some more, NEXT month a total FREEDOM^.^V no classes... but then it was a HOLIDAY for EXAM... =.= well.... who would like it.... holidays where my heart and mind need to think about the paper which will be examining... really TOO MUCH!!!
AND now, what am i doing... reading manga in the late night >.<|| does not want to crack my head to think this stuff.... YET, the due date is just around the corner.... *I really wish that I had supernatural power so that I could finished everything in a blink of eyes*haha~ craving to have supernatural power will concur me soon =.= *slapping myself* back to reality world.
Well, there is not much progress of my coursework for these few days. I wanna do some amendment for PDD3 A1 but then as I flipped through there is quite "less" work to be done... and well, my mind and heart had been longing for MANGA== this is why I always could not finished my stuff in early days... forever doing last minutes work and then fall SICK== .... I guess I still childish since I really do not have the mood to do anything.... absentminded also happening to me whereby I really don't know what to do once I turn on my PC.
Last time there are friends who force me to do something on time and now .... I did not have the opportunity to study with them any more. SigH~ Everyone is going to their path ^^ Mandy now is on her internship .... guess her job is really fun but then need to work for long hours... Despite of the working hours, I guess that will learns a lot.... hmm.... how come I did not choose that on the first place? Perhaps the perception on what my family will think... I was longing for designing and computing but then I need to give up this~ I wonder how much of stuff did I give up in the order to stay as per now? and of course I will not mention this ^^ ... well, there was someone who know me the best know my problem ^^ ... but then i did not really express it myself.... so, they only know half way though~
Coming to this kind of problem I always looks like run away from a problem.... but then i really want a solution on it... I really cant think what I might be doing... I am showing an introverted personality as I don't know how to express it... even though I look like a tough person and happy-go-luck, i really don't know how to express myself.... when I express it to myself... i was .... *let not talk about this* ^^ *silencing herself*
Summer 2010 Anime... guess I will pick Nurarihyon no Mago | ぬらりひょんの孫 .... I had been reading this manga for quite sometime... then, i guess i will follow up the season 2 of Kuroshitsuji=p~ then the rest of anime will be re-consider whether i will pick or not... since July will be my study leave I would like to use it wisely. In that month, I also need to bring my grandma to hospital for check up... so I guess I really need to restrain myself.... and August will be my EXAM month ==
PheW.. guess I wrote quite much... well, if I can really "let go" my past then I guess there is a new me ^^ even though I used to have multiple faces when dealing with people... sigh~ whatever... I had "let go" a lot of things as well as some of my future.... so i guess I really need to re-evaluate myself on "what i really needs?" what am i craving for this few years? that all... byebye
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♥ Wednesday, June 16, 2010 @ 6/16/2010 04:06:00 AM
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SigH~ sometime i would rather wish for better quality of holidays... Guess this is what everyone who called student will wish so.... Really, I don't get it... even with the holidays given... I am not satisfy... why? Holidays where I needs to do coursework ... =.=|| is there a better quality of holiday? Some more, NEXT month a total FREEDOM^.^V no classes... but then it was a HOLIDAY for EXAM... =.= well.... who would like it.... holidays where my heart and mind need to think about the paper which will be examining... really TOO MUCH!!!
AND now, what am i doing... reading manga in the late night >.<|| does not want to crack my head to think this stuff.... YET, the due date is just around the corner.... *I really wish that I had supernatural power so that I could finished everything in a blink of eyes*haha~ craving to have supernatural power will concur me soon =.= *slapping myself* back to reality world.
Well, there is not much progress of my coursework for these few days. I wanna do some amendment for PDD3 A1 but then as I flipped through there is quite "less" work to be done... and well, my mind and heart had been longing for MANGA== this is why I always could not finished my stuff in early days... forever doing last minutes work and then fall SICK== .... I guess I still childish since I really do not have the mood to do anything.... absentminded also happening to me whereby I really don't know what to do once I turn on my PC.
Last time there are friends who force me to do something on time and now .... I did not have the opportunity to study with them any more. SigH~ Everyone is going to their path ^^ Mandy now is on her internship .... guess her job is really fun but then need to work for long hours... Despite of the working hours, I guess that will learns a lot.... hmm.... how come I did not choose that on the first place? Perhaps the perception on what my family will think... I was longing for designing and computing but then I need to give up this~ I wonder how much of stuff did I give up in the order to stay as per now? and of course I will not mention this ^^ ... well, there was someone who know me the best know my problem ^^ ... but then i did not really express it myself.... so, they only know half way though~
Coming to this kind of problem I always looks like run away from a problem.... but then i really want a solution on it... I really cant think what I might be doing... I am showing an introverted personality as I don't know how to express it... even though I look like a tough person and happy-go-luck, i really don't know how to express myself.... when I express it to myself... i was .... *let not talk about this* ^^ *silencing herself*
Summer 2010 Anime... guess I will pick Nurarihyon no Mago | ぬらりひょんの孫 .... I had been reading this manga for quite sometime... then, i guess i will follow up the season 2 of Kuroshitsuji=p~ then the rest of anime will be re-consider whether i will pick or not... since July will be my study leave I would like to use it wisely. In that month, I also need to bring my grandma to hospital for check up... so I guess I really need to restrain myself.... and August will be my EXAM month ==
PheW.. guess I wrote quite much... well, if I can really "let go" my past then I guess there is a new me ^^ even though I used to have multiple faces when dealing with people... sigh~ whatever... I had "let go" a lot of things as well as some of my future.... so i guess I really need to re-evaluate myself on "what i really needs?" what am i craving for this few years? that all... byebye
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