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♥ Friday, November 27, 2009 @ 11/27/2009 10:45:00 PM
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SigH~ *I am really in a bad mood this few days* .... <JUST LEAVE ME ALONE>
Why do assignment exist?
Why do I need to suffer so much?
Why am I being like this?
Why am I here?
Why do I need to suffer?
Why there is no one understand what i really needs?
I hate myself more and more.... I don't know why... my hatred is overwhelming and is beyond my control~~ I am really moody to do assignment... the due date is coming this 30th November... and yet... I am still lazing off... I just too back my draft and there is amendment to do... I had this up in my mind... and yet the amendment is not really a lot compare to my previous work... I am really grateful...
But then some event trigger my emotion~~ and I am really angry... I don't know what to do... I had been thinking this for days and yet... no solution in my mind.... I really HATE... HATE... HATE.... I had high tolerate but then it seems is really beyond what I can do... AssignmenT is really giving me stress... and yet... staying in the house adding my stress level... i really wanted to hit my head into the wall....
My grandma showing some sign of Alzheimer... keep forgetting what we told her.... My aunt call us to bring her to see doctor~~ but then haiz~ problems problem problems.... one after another... I really don't have mood...
Well... i don't think so i can continue writing for today... sigh~~ byebye~~
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